“My Unforeseen Journey with Rhabdomyolysis” by Guest Contributor, Austin Zander

“As a lifelong fitness enthusiast, I’ve always taken pride in pushing boundaries, inspiring others to achieve their fitness goals, & embodying the epitome of health & strength.  For 15+ yrs, I lived & breathed the fitness lifestyle as a NASM Certified Personal Trainer coaching countless individuals on how to transform their bodies & lives.  As a health expert, I explored many modalities of fitness including bodybuilding, yoga, CrossFit & triathlon.  Fitness was, to say the least, my identity.  Little did I know that my own journey would take an unexpected turn, leading me down a path of physical & emotional turmoil.  This is my unforeseen journey with rhabdomyolysis.

The Diagnosis:  Rhabdomyolysis

In May 2022 it was a typical day at the gym.  I was training for my upcoming Spartan race with a total-body circuit of weight training & cardio stations.  I was in my element as I powered through the lifts, glided on the row machine, & pushed each rep to surpass my limits.  But as soon as the workout was over, I began to feel an unusual sensation in my muscles – a deep, persistent ache that seemed to intensify with each movement.  Ignoring the discomfort, I powered through the next 2 days convinced it was just a temporary strain from overexertion (like I had experienced many times before).  However, as the days went by, the pain only worsened & was accompanied by intense swelling & weakness in my muscles.  By the 3rd day the pain was so excruciating that I could no longer lift or extend my arms to pick up a glass of water.  Concerned, I sought medical attention, only to receive a diagnosis that would shatter my world:  rhabdomyolysis.

Rhabdomyolysis – a term I had heard of but never truly understood until it became my reality.  It’s a condition characterized by the breakdown of muscle tissue which releases harmful substances like creatine kinase (CK) into the bloodstream causing severe complications including kidney damage & failure.  How could someone like me, who dedicated his life to fitness and wellness, fall victim to such a debilitating condition?

Reassessing Priorities

The diagnosis hit me like a ton of bricks challenging everything I thought I knew about health & fitness.  Suddenly I found myself on the other side of the equation – the one needing support, guidance, & healing.  As I grappled with the reality of my diagnosis, I couldn’t help but reassess my priorities as well.  While fitness has long been my passion & profession, I realized that it did not define who I am.  My identity as a husband, father, & friend holds far greater significance than any title or accolade in the fitness world.  Rhabdomyolysis forced me to confront the dangers of prioritizing physical prowess over holistic well-being.  It was a wake-up call which reminded me that health is not a destination but a journey – one that requires balance, mindfulness, & self-compassion.

After a full 7 days in the hospital, my CK levels returned to normal & I was released with a prescription of ‘no exercise’ for at least 6 mo.  As I embarked on my journey towards recovery, I couldn’t help but reflect on the factors that may have contributed to my condition:

  • Overtraining
  • Inadequate Hydration
  • Excessive Exertion

These are all common pitfalls in the fitness world & each had likely played a role in pushing my body beyond its limits.  It was a humbling realization & it forced me to confront the dangers of prioritizing intensity over proper form & recovery.  Ironically, for years I had coached my personal training clients about the importance of proper form & recovery.  But for myself…I conveniently set those principles aside.

Out of Adversity Comes Hope

But amidst the physical pain & emotional turmoil, I found a glimmer of hope – an opportunity to redefine my relationship with fitness & wellness.  Through real reflection I realized that my fitness had become a relentless pursuit.  I realized that I must listen to my body, honor its signals, & prioritize balance above all else.  It was a lesson that transcended the confines of the gym & permeating every aspect of my life.

As I have slowly regained my strength & vitality, I’m now sharing my journey with others, using my experience as a cautionary tale & a source of inspiration.  Rhabdomyolysis may have changed my personal identity as a fitness expert, but it doesn’t define me.  Instead, it has served as a catalyst for growth, resilience, & renewed purpose.  Armed with newfound wisdom & humility, I hope my story can empower others to prioritize their health & well-being, not as a means to an end, but as a lifelong journey of self-discovery & self-care.

The Road to Recovery

Now, 2 yrs later, as I continue on the road to recovery, I have embraced a newfound appreciation for life’s simple joys – the laughter of my children, time spent with my spouse, the camaraderie of friends.  These are the true markers of my strength, the pillars upon which my truest identity rests.  Through vulnerability & authenticity, I am sharing my journey with others, emphasizing the importance of listening to one’s body & nurturing meaningful connections.

Slowly I have reintroduced exercise back into my daily routine.  Once again I am incorporating all of the elements I love like weight training & yoga, but with a new mindset & awareness of my intentions.  Each day continues to be a process in learning to no longer measure success in pounds lifted or miles run, but instead on the moments of connection & growth that enrich my life.  Rhabdomyolysis may have tested my physical limits, but it strengthened my resolve to live authentically & prioritize what truly matters.  My identity as a husband, father, & friend will ALWAYS take precedence over any role I play in the fitness world.  So, to anyone who finds themselves grappling with the complexities of fitness & health, I offer this simple advice:  Listen to your body, respect its limits, & embrace the beauty of balance.”

Austin Zander, B.S. in Kinesiology, NASM Certified Personal Trainer, Suples Level 1 Certified      Fitness Accolades:  Ironman 70.3 finisher, Spartan racer

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2 comments on ““My Unforeseen Journey with Rhabdomyolysis” by Guest Contributor, Austin Zander”

  1. rudy webb Reply

    I Nordic ski, snowshoe or hike my 4. Labradors daily at 8000′ to 9500′ elevation. In April I had two more toe amputations for bone infection and when I healed in may Im kicked my six toes and hit the jump off on snowshoes and grinded up on rotten snow to my favourite basin. I was wobbly and falling on the way down. So I thought I’ve lost me altitude lungs let’s pound it all week and get them back; I started falling and couldn’t close the tailgate on my Jeep, but didn’t comprehend that something was wrong. Monday morning I slid out of bed and couldn’t get off the floor after trying for 2 hours, called a friend – paramedics, 2 days in hospital massive IV antibiotics and fluids, a little longer I would have returned to God. Just remember – will power can kill you!

    • Coach Michelle - Performance High Reply

      Wow, Rudy Webb…you’ve gone through quite the experience. You are absolutely correct in that will power can be our best AND worst enemy. I do hope you are recovering well!

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